Starving, and I Have No Options.

I am starving, but I will go eat breakfast in a bit. I think I should treat life in a matter of having no options. I just have to do it. After todays' PT session, it made me realize how careless i've been with work, and I shouldn't be like that. It's hard for me to maintain school and this military life, along with extra-curriculur activites. I need to learn how to manage my time, money, and overall life without overloading and exhausting myself. I'm tired of feeling restless all the damn time. I'm thinking about getting myself a planner again, I loved that thing. But I need to focus on fixing my financial problems, it's embarrassing how bad I let myself go. I have learned how to keep my personal life outside of the work area. I avoid issues that way. I miss just free-writing like this, everything i've been writing lately is so basic. I don't know what i have to accomplish today, yet. But i do know is that i cleaned the shit out of my room yesterday which I'm glad I did. I have my sociology final tonight, and I'm really not to worried about it. I'll review for a little bit before i get to class. I guess my final is my main focus right now. I can't wait until the 15th for pay day, everytime i get paid I feel renovated. haha.

I won't be going out for a while, maybe just hang out around the barracks in North Fort with friends if I feel like I can't be in my room for too long. Well all I know is that I need to do the following:

1. Summer Semester
2. Fix financial issues
3. Learn more about my job by actually reading the handbook, it's that easy, i just need to motivate myself.
4. Do my correspondence courses. I have to do it, it's not an option.
5.http://bodyforlife.com/nutrition/mealplan.asp. learn how to eat healthy. I'm trying to maintain my weight, i dont want to lose any more but i dont want to gain any unecessary fat.

and well, my love Cristina just gave me a call and gave me great news. Our parents are being very supportive of our situation, and everything is working out great!

THANK GOD!