Another Day Another Dollar.

Not that anything I'm about to say has anything to do with the title of this post...

Anyway, shit its beens a while. How do I feel? i researched on the internet not to long ago, that blogging is actually therapeautic. Considering the fact that I do not want to see a psychiatrist or a therapist to release my thoughts, I figure i could just post it here. This weekend, I went to Canada, and I had a great time. Now, its been a bit unsettling the acts that occured in Canada, and I mean almost everything. Made me realize canadians are not as nice as I remember them being the first time I drove up to Vancouver. From the 30 minute bartender, to getting hustled for two bucks at a parking lot, The trip was overwhelming that my two friends and I only stayed for one day. What a waste of gas! It's crazy because I said to myself that I need to hang out with them at least one more time before they go off to their seperate ways, one to Alaska and the other to Cuba. I killed 2 birds with one stone that night, so fuck it, the trip was all worth it in the end. Last call was the best!

On Saturday, I went to see the Dark Knight, Amazing movie. Thanks to the Joker. Who the FUCK cares about Batman, REALLY?

On Sunday i went over one of my co-workers house for a cookout and drank a couple beers. Alcohol just seems to be the answer every weekend, for whatever the occassion is.

I'm upset. Upset because you're off, to somewhere I dont know. To somewhere you dont know. I felt while you were here, I needed to look out for you, because you did the same for me. U cleaned my wounds, literally. I was your ears. I lit the cigarettes, while you served the drinks. We debated on many subjects like lawyers. Never argued like bitches. We questioned what we considered our truths, NO lies here, at least not on my part. Honesty was the answer, spill your guts out, I watched your insides bleed. I was shocked. and so were you. But we were there for one another. Silence lured its way in for a couple of months, like we had been hit by a huge truck at the same time and we didnt remember eachother. I cant even question why, it would be a rhetorical question. and now, after all this time, we're still cool. and then you say youre going off somewhere, where many arent brave enough to step in. You really think people are just suppose to brush it off like its nothing. I didnt realize what I put the people that love me through until I realized it was being done to me. No negative thoughts written here, I just want you to be safe. And I know you will. always and forever, NEW JERUZ.