It's Been A While...

What would it be like...
TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
Can I touch your hand?
I can see you friend,
can you feel me now?
You think you know somehow,
that i'm around right now...
I feel this strong neutral energy
in this room as I stare at you...
Can you look me in the eye?
or does it hurt to try?
Feeling betrayed by me?
YOU AND YOUR DIGNITY.
I want YOU NOW,
do you want me?

I'm so confused,
light back the fuse and heal my bruise,
but you choose to refuse,
I CANNOT LOSE.



Something I wrote a while ago about someone, who is now gone to a far away land. Anyway, straight to the point, I feel GOOD! I cant seem to sleep past 9 anymore. Ever since my roommate left I cant seem to sleep in anymore. I cooked me some good breakfast but managed not to eat because I drank myself to full lol. I found this hot song by the Cary Brothers - Ride (Tiesto Remix) and its off the sheezy! I finished touching up my apt and my buddy from work came to drop off some rails for my bed. Once i finished i felt sooo blaaahh that i just wanted to stay on my damn laptop since I havent used it in the longest! I managed to catch up with a few things here and there. I found a new interest in cooking! I ate my breakfast as a snack instead. I went to get a haircut because well...WHEN I LOOK GOOD, I FEEL EVEN BETTER! There is just one thing...ONE THING, that is roams around my mind. But it just involves me, and only me. I just pray to God that ONE THING wont turn out to be a bad thing. Time to eat my cheesy Spaghetti!