Pride Weekend Without the Anuisance Next Time, Please.

OH Boiii, what a weekend!

you know honestly, this weekend has me beat. I had such a great time in Seattle. Besides the fact that I got a bit annoyed, everything else was great. I made peace with a few people, and learned new things about people who I've recently started hanging out with. You know, I'm quick to cut people out of my life. I can't be drunk and have people annoy me, it can get ugly. Ask anyone. When I drink, I need to be with people who understand my space and mean well. I only have two friends for that matter. Christian and Cristina, and I don't really care to make NEW friends anymore. If I make an ass out of myself in front of strangers, I really don't care. I don't know them and will never care to even know them. It's that simple. I feel like my life out here in Washington is only temporary. Shit, don't get me wrong. Everytime I go out and make small talk with people, I always make them laugh. I can't have somebody following me around everywhere, while they give others mean ass looks. Its not in my nature to be mean. I'm mean to people who fuck with me, but even that's rare. I just feel like me and a certain someone come from two different backgrounds. I need people to respect myspace and if I want to "pimp" myself (lol) by allowing me to go out there and meet people on my own, allow me to do so. I don't need a mother figure or father figure, brother or sister figure for that matter. I have a wonderful family who care about me deeply and they don't even get like that. Don't tell me this other person is just looking out, I'm not buying it. Do you and let me do me. I'm not out here paying my own bills to have somebody treat me like there son.

I went off in a tantrum, but I guess that's what blogging is for. Regardless of the anuisance, I met new boys, listened to some off the hook house at the club, and enjoyed my time out there. Seattle is fun and it's so laid back. People out here are nowhere near as egostistical as my fellow eastcoasters. I love'em to death, but the majority are that way. I was there once lol.