Green Eyes

I saw you from a distance,
I only knew you from afar...
Thought you were just another person,
but an amazing man you are.

I opened up to you,
just because I wanted to...
I just wanted you to know,
Let you know what I was going through.

And you said my secret's safe with you,
And I knew that I was right.
Although I really didn't know you,
I've still kept you in sight.

And then we find ourselves,
Where death is lurking nearby...
I found myself afraid,
Sometimes I wanted to cry.

And then you came along,
and you listened to me speak...
Once again I found myself,
Speaking to you of words so deep.

And surprisingly you reciprocated,
with your thoughts and emotions,
I was happily surprised,
I've made a friendship with trust and devotion.

It was one of the best feelings ever,
To make a friend who was so real,
A friend that I can count on,
A friend who can also feel.

And then it was time for me to go,
It was uneasy to say goodbye,
but it was only temporary,
you were back in the blink of an eye.

It was great to see you again,
I thought this day would never come,
My friend is here to stay for good,
And we were ready to have some fun.

That night was unexpected,
you held my hand and kissed my lips,
Our friendship was disrespected.
But somehow we came to grips.

But then our friendship hit a bump on the road,
and it made me realize,
That this friendship meant more to me,
I fell for your green eyes.

You were so naive to the truth,
And I couldn't believe this happened.
I've been through this before one time,
and it turned out disastrous.

So I did what I thought was right.
I kept up with my acting,
because our friendship meant so much to me,
I avoided something from happening.

You quickly fixed the problem,
you stuck around me even more,
I was a bit surprised again,
And our friendship was even better than before.

So I played my part as your friend,
and you did the same for me too.
We were there for eachother like no other,
And it was always just us two.

But then you slowly started slipping away,
And I didn't know why,
I was afraid it was somehow my fault,
And I just watched you pass me by.

A couple of months passed by,
and I decided to give you a call.
You told me you were dealing with a lot,
and it had nothing to do with me at all.

So then I gave you all your space,
because I knew that's what you needed.
but then i was beginning to feel forgotten,
to hang with you is what I pleaded.

And so you came along again,
And I thought that I was ready,
To be around you and neglect my feelings,
but that day became unsteady.

My jealousy got the best of me,
It was driving me insane,
and so I told you the truth that night,
the truth I couldn't contain...

The truth blew up in my face,
Like a grenade exploded and killed us both,
I can't help but to accept my truth now,
I broke our friendship oath.